Kissing girls when you’re drunk is becoming increasingly more common in your late teens. Every boy you’re with asks you if you like girls. You say no. That’s okay. You get to college and you talk to beautiful women on nights out and want to reach across and kiss them. That’s okay. You will forever say that “Yeah obviously I find women attractive but doesn’t everyone?”
You will be in a relationship with a man, you’re best friend in the world, you will fall deeply in love and plan a life together and during this relationship you will realise you like women too. You won’t break up with him. You will stay with him, tell him. He will accept it and literally nothing will change accept you will feel brighter, clearer, lighter. You move in together and I hope you live happily ever after.
But you’ll struggle with accepting “what” you are. You do not have to be anything. Being in a relationship with a man does not make you’re attraction to women any less valid. Never being in a relationship with a woman does not make your attraction to women any less valid. You don’t need to worry about it, you only need to love the way you do and you’ll be happy.